This is my life. and its perfection.

i am not an angry person.

i am not confused by what is happening in my life.

i am only confused by why it is happening.
but i am a roman catholic and believe that God put me on this earth for a reason.

and he wants me to find that reason on my own. to make me strong.

i give advice, you dont have to take it.

you can give me advice, but i follow my own.

my best friends are the ones i live for.

no one else.

i am not some depressed emo kid who thinks it is cool to have a blog.

i dont like to use the word "hate".

it is too powerful in most cases.

but not always.

i dont go back on my word.

thats called trust.

i love to be the leader, so please let me.

dont trap me inside a box, let my personality grow.

let my writing speak for me, i shouldnt have to say it outloud.

but dont judge.

hate me? fine. ive got everyone i need.

right now my heart belongs to jessica, emily, and tarryn.

all three of them know what i need and when. they are always there for me and will never turn their backs.

and if they do, then it was my time to learn. and i accept that.

but i still pray it will never happen.

if they are reading this, it is nothing new. ive told them i loved them before.

to everyone else i know: thank you for criticizing me in every aspect of my life. it just makes me that much stronger.

my emotion is through words.

they may not be intelligent enough for a genius.

but i am not stupid.

have faith in me, for i am here until death.

<3 cally