This is my life. and its perfection.

there are many emotional times in my life. when they come, i simply get out my notebook and pen. this is my story.

2008/2/27

I decline profusely.

@ 07:13 PM (5 months, 24 days ago)

no.

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2008/2/25

my heart broke on the NIU valentines day.

@ 08:44 PM (5 months, 25 days ago)

many, many people will write about this.

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2008/2/9

if today death were to come to my door...

@ 07:02 PM (6 months, 12 days ago)

....i would let it in.

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2008/2/8

that steady beat.

@ 10:48 PM (6 months, 12 days ago)

[written on the way to choir class]

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2008/2/6

there has been a questioning....

@ 07:53 PM (6 months, 15 days ago)

....of who i am.

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let's start, shall we?

@ 07:33 PM (6 months, 15 days ago)

[these were written on several papers folded inside my notebook]

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a single thank you.

@ 06:42 PM (6 months, 15 days ago)

there are many people in my life i am extremely grateful for.

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2008/2/3

that trip to see death looming near.

@ 10:35 PM (6 months, 17 days ago)

[written on the way to visit my grandmother in the hospital, sick with cancer] 

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2008/2/2

not out of a notebook.

@ 06:56 PM (6 months, 19 days ago)

i am not an angry person.

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2008/2/1

just the beginning.

@ 02:46 PM (6 months, 20 days ago)

i dont know who you are.

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